Wednesday 17 February 2010

Being Adult...

If this is adulthood, then i don't like it!! I'm so confused, i don't know what i want, who i want to be with, where i want to go....i don't know who i am anymore!!

I'm majorly confused!!

I was thinking the other day, that surely life is what you make it....but know i'm not so sure, i don't know what decisions to make, what choices to choose.....

I would really like to be a child again, at times....life was so much easier when the worst part of your day was when you weren't allowed to buy any sweets!!

Love is so complicated.....
Do you love like you've never been hurt?
Is it better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all?

I honestly don't know anymore......i have so many regrets in my life already, i don't want anymore, but i honestly don't know what to do....

Tuesday 2 February 2010

people....

i never realised quite how petty people can be!!

No pain, no gain...i think not, currently ive got a lot of pain, and the only thing ive gained is a shed load of stress, which really dont need anymore of.

Im so fed up with this whole thing, why do people have to be so two faced, cant they just get a grip and grow up!!

Im trying, so hard to make this work, yet i feel like im the one to blame, me and the ginger seem to have made our peace, but the cling on is kicking up a fuss still, saying things about my friends etc....seriously i wish she would just get over it and move on, for the sake of us all!! If shes not careful then a fair few people are gonna be having words with her, and i cant stop them....

I just want all this to blow over, im sick to death of it all.

GRRRR

on a more positive note, i bought 2 pairs of jeans today :) they are very nice

xxx