If this is adulthood, then i don't like it!! I'm so confused, i don't know what i want, who i want to be with, where i want to go....i don't know who i am anymore!!
I'm majorly confused!!
I was thinking the other day, that surely life is what you make it....but know i'm not so sure, i don't know what decisions to make, what choices to choose.....
I would really like to be a child again, at times....life was so much easier when the worst part of your day was when you weren't allowed to buy any sweets!!
Love is so complicated.....
Do you love like you've never been hurt?
Is it better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all?
I honestly don't know anymore......i have so many regrets in my life already, i don't want anymore, but i honestly don't know what to do....
Wednesday, 17 February 2010
Tuesday, 2 February 2010
people....
i never realised quite how petty people can be!!
No pain, no gain...i think not, currently ive got a lot of pain, and the only thing ive gained is a shed load of stress, which really dont need anymore of.
Im so fed up with this whole thing, why do people have to be so two faced, cant they just get a grip and grow up!!
Im trying, so hard to make this work, yet i feel like im the one to blame, me and the ginger seem to have made our peace, but the cling on is kicking up a fuss still, saying things about my friends etc....seriously i wish she would just get over it and move on, for the sake of us all!! If shes not careful then a fair few people are gonna be having words with her, and i cant stop them....
I just want all this to blow over, im sick to death of it all.
GRRRR
on a more positive note, i bought 2 pairs of jeans today :) they are very nice
xxx
No pain, no gain...i think not, currently ive got a lot of pain, and the only thing ive gained is a shed load of stress, which really dont need anymore of.
Im so fed up with this whole thing, why do people have to be so two faced, cant they just get a grip and grow up!!
Im trying, so hard to make this work, yet i feel like im the one to blame, me and the ginger seem to have made our peace, but the cling on is kicking up a fuss still, saying things about my friends etc....seriously i wish she would just get over it and move on, for the sake of us all!! If shes not careful then a fair few people are gonna be having words with her, and i cant stop them....
I just want all this to blow over, im sick to death of it all.
GRRRR
on a more positive note, i bought 2 pairs of jeans today :) they are very nice
xxx
Tuesday, 26 January 2010
lemonade anyone?
Well hello....i hope everyone had a good Christmas and New year :)
Who made New Years resolutions and has broken them already....? I thought so :P
Why do we do it...we make them every time, year after year...even though its a pretty standard guarantee that by the end of January we will have forgotten about them, broken them, or simply not found time to act on them....
Thats quite sad, if you think about it, as a human race i feel we spend too much time, wondering, hoping, wishing...and not enough time DOING!! Instead of deciding what to do for the new year-go out and do it, make a start.
How do you eat an elephant-one bite at a time....so take that bite, dont be overwhelmed by the looming giant 'thing'.....its only scary if you let it be
Life is a scary place...but one thing i have learnt this year so far, is that I have the ultimate power and control. Going with the saying....life gives me lemon-FACT, what happens to them is entirely up to me....i can make lemonade, or lemon pie, or, squeeze them on pancakes-the possibilities are endless, yet usually, my lemons end up going old and brown in the fridge because i didnt act upon what life gave me, i expected/assumed/hoped that the lemons would get up and sort themselves out....funnily enough, they never do!!
Anyway, im not actually quite sure where that lot came from, although i guess i have been doing a lot of thinking lately...about who i am, what i want, about my life and where its going, what im doing etc-Mum, if your reading this, dont panic, im ok, just going through a contemplative stage :)
A question for you to think about, even thought i think Helen is the only person who actually reads this....
What is Love?
i give my version of love, to all you out there,
Never fear, i'll be back-whether you like it or not :P xxxx
Who made New Years resolutions and has broken them already....? I thought so :P
Why do we do it...we make them every time, year after year...even though its a pretty standard guarantee that by the end of January we will have forgotten about them, broken them, or simply not found time to act on them....
Thats quite sad, if you think about it, as a human race i feel we spend too much time, wondering, hoping, wishing...and not enough time DOING!! Instead of deciding what to do for the new year-go out and do it, make a start.
How do you eat an elephant-one bite at a time....so take that bite, dont be overwhelmed by the looming giant 'thing'.....its only scary if you let it be
Life is a scary place...but one thing i have learnt this year so far, is that I have the ultimate power and control. Going with the saying....life gives me lemon-FACT, what happens to them is entirely up to me....i can make lemonade, or lemon pie, or, squeeze them on pancakes-the possibilities are endless, yet usually, my lemons end up going old and brown in the fridge because i didnt act upon what life gave me, i expected/assumed/hoped that the lemons would get up and sort themselves out....funnily enough, they never do!!
Anyway, im not actually quite sure where that lot came from, although i guess i have been doing a lot of thinking lately...about who i am, what i want, about my life and where its going, what im doing etc-Mum, if your reading this, dont panic, im ok, just going through a contemplative stage :)
A question for you to think about, even thought i think Helen is the only person who actually reads this....
What is Love?
i give my version of love, to all you out there,
Never fear, i'll be back-whether you like it or not :P xxxx
Friday, 1 January 2010
Happy New Year
Hope everyone had a fabulous time last night
May 2010 be a healthy happy year for all
xxxxxx
May 2010 be a healthy happy year for all
xxxxxx
Thursday, 10 December 2009
please help...
Hey guys, not much has happened here other than the one biggy.
We found out that the University of Cumbria are in debt and therefore wish to 'close' Ambleside campus, where i study, and move all current and future students to Lancaster or Carlisle...we dont want to live there, we dont want to move, we dont want it to close and therefore, with the help of the local MP we are petitioning. You may have seen us mentioned on the news, we have been on ITV, BBC and in various papers aswel as on BBC Radio Cumbria. Please, if your reading this, sign the petition below and pass it on to everyone else you know. The more names the better :)
http://campaigns.libdems.org.uk/amblesidecampus
Thankyou
We found out that the University of Cumbria are in debt and therefore wish to 'close' Ambleside campus, where i study, and move all current and future students to Lancaster or Carlisle...we dont want to live there, we dont want to move, we dont want it to close and therefore, with the help of the local MP we are petitioning. You may have seen us mentioned on the news, we have been on ITV, BBC and in various papers aswel as on BBC Radio Cumbria. Please, if your reading this, sign the petition below and pass it on to everyone else you know. The more names the better :)
http://campaigns.libdems.org.uk/amblesidecampus
Thankyou
Friday, 13 November 2009
TWLOHA
Today is TWLOHA (to write love on her arms) day, a day to make people aware of those suffering from depression and self harm. Please just take a minute to realise how lucky you are.
Share the love people
check it out-www.twloha.com/vision/
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Share the love people
check it out-www.twloha.com/vision/
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Monday, 9 November 2009
so much for regular updates....
i guess im pretty rubbish at this blogging lark!! sorry guys. well the main thing ive done since last time is go to Newcastle n stay with Helen :D it was awesome, had a fab lunch with some friends from home, went out clubbing to Tiger Tiger, went to the cinema n then had the best indian meal EVER!! om nom nom. I met all her nice new friends n she was all happy n having fun and it was awesome-tbh she is probably the only 1 reading this right now *waves @ helen* we had great fun, i miss her loads.
since ive been back ive not really done much, worked, been to some lectures, eaten, slept, slept, slept, slept...done some assignment, procrastinated a lot, spent a lot of time on facebook, emailed people, slept, eaten, slept....oh ye and been to drama practise-we are perfoming Robin Hood for the local primary school on the 11th Dec and then an evening performance for students/locals/anyone who buys a ticket :D im the sheriff-me and a lovely girl for sarah have to sing a song-'bad guys' from bugsy malone...and we have to dance to it-but its all groovy gravy :D
on saturday me and andy went out for a meal at zefs n then to the cinema-he paid :D it was lovely, really yummy food and the film was good-we watched 9!! so cute.
anyho...nothing much else has happened-we went on a visit to a childrens centre for one of our lectures-it really wasnt that interesting!! thats about it
hope anyone and everyone is ok, toodle pip xxxxxx
ps-helen you need to update-slacker ;)
since ive been back ive not really done much, worked, been to some lectures, eaten, slept, slept, slept, slept...done some assignment, procrastinated a lot, spent a lot of time on facebook, emailed people, slept, eaten, slept....oh ye and been to drama practise-we are perfoming Robin Hood for the local primary school on the 11th Dec and then an evening performance for students/locals/anyone who buys a ticket :D im the sheriff-me and a lovely girl for sarah have to sing a song-'bad guys' from bugsy malone...and we have to dance to it-but its all groovy gravy :D
on saturday me and andy went out for a meal at zefs n then to the cinema-he paid :D it was lovely, really yummy food and the film was good-we watched 9!! so cute.
anyho...nothing much else has happened-we went on a visit to a childrens centre for one of our lectures-it really wasnt that interesting!! thats about it
hope anyone and everyone is ok, toodle pip xxxxxx
ps-helen you need to update-slacker ;)
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