please help...

Hey guys, not much has happened here other than the one biggy.

We found out that the University of Cumbria are in debt and therefore wish to 'close' Ambleside campus, where i study, and move all current and future students to Lancaster or Carlisle...we dont want to live there, we dont want to move, we dont want it to close and therefore, with the help of the local MP we are petitioning. You may have seen us mentioned on the news, we have been on ITV, BBC and in various papers aswel as on BBC Radio Cumbria. Please, if your reading this, sign the petition below and pass it on to everyone else you know. The more names the better :)

http://campaigns.libdems.org.uk/amblesidecampus

Thankyou

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so much for regular updates....

i guess im pretty rubbish at this blogging lark!! sorry guys. well the main thing ive done since last time is go to Newcastle n stay with Helen :D it was awesome, had a fab lunch with some friends from home, went out clubbing to Tiger Tiger, went to the cinema n then had the best indian meal EVER!! om nom nom. I met all her nice new friends n she was all happy n having fun and it was awesome-tbh she is probably the only 1 reading this right now *waves @ helen* we had great fun, i miss her loads.

since ive been back ive not really done much, worked, been to some lectures, eaten, slept, slept, slept, slept...done some assignment, procrastinated a lot, spent a lot of time on facebook, emailed people, slept, eaten, slept....oh ye and been to drama practise-we are perfoming Robin Hood for the local primary school on the 11th Dec and then an evening performance for students/locals/anyone who buys a ticket :D im the sheriff-me and a lovely girl for sarah have to sing a song-'bad guys' from bugsy malone...and we have to dance to it-but its all groovy gravy :D

on saturday me and andy went out for a meal at zefs n then to the cinema-he paid :D it was lovely, really yummy food and the film was good-we watched 9!! so cute.

anyho...nothing much else has happened-we went on a visit to a childrens centre for one of our lectures-it really wasnt that interesting!! thats about it

hope anyone and everyone is ok, toodle pip xxxxxx

ps-helen you need to update-slacker ;)

im a good girl :)

im a good girl, im trying to be a good 2nd year and do all my work n stuff, so ive declined many an invite to the bar this evening, to instead, sit at home n read articles n answer questions from a powerpoint!! check me out!! i feel like a good student-am going to reward myself with hot chocolate n cheerios :) om nom nommy :D

helen-if ur reading this u need to update ur blog...as u so beautifully put it, how am i supposed to no what ur doing at uni if u dont blog :P

anyone else reading this-hi *waves* hope ur ok

todays weather has been quite nice, its been clear n very pretty today. i took a good photo of a tree :)

thats all for now, cheery bye xxx

Trunks :)

i has a new cuddly toy :) he's called trunks, and he was made by the bestest person in the entire world!!!!!!!!! look-http://dgymn.blogspot.com/ hes very cute :) i likes him a lot!!

i had a lecture this morning which... *shock horror* was quite interesting!!

i went swimming the other day, went to sporties last night-twas a gd nite as usual :D dancey dancey dance dance!!

helen, one of my housemates has bought a hamster-shes gorgeous!! so cute and fluffy, shes called ellie :)

im currently free n single n think men are smelly so am contemplating becoming a nun :P ...well maybe thats a lil extreme....

hope everyone is ok. i love living in my new house, its awesome :D

love n hugs to all my readers...whoever you are xxxxx

wow.....feeling a lil neglected people?

i cant believe ive not updated since may-im sorry guys!! Well what have i done since then;

-i passed my first year at uni!! how scarily exciting
-ive had an awesome summer-seen loads of friends, done some cool stuff
-ive got a job at the spar in Ambleside which is really gd-i love it :)
-ive got a house for this year down by the lake, i move in on the 19th-cant wait!!
-my n james broke up because he is a stupid male who doesnt deserve me :s
-im going out with a lovely lad called chris who works in the spar with me :D <3

Hope everyone is ok, i swear il update more xxxx

catchy catchy catch up

wow not written for ages-sorry if anyone reads n is wondering which side of the planet ive fallen off......im alive!!

im currently sat in the kitchen, freshly showered n wrapped in my fluffly dressing gown, making pasta-ive got the midnight munchies...early lol!!

what have i been up to...well i went into kendal the other week n got a new cage for my gerbils, as they chewed through the water bit in the previous one-making a hole, meaning Pepper escaped!! i found him tho, the little monster :)

helen from uni has fractured her fingers and right hand, so ive been looking after here-helping her put a bag on it before a shower n carrying her dinner tray etc :P today i cut her potatoes up lol!!

i had a proper big tidy of my room-reorganised the underneath of my bed etc, n sorted my work out

ive finished my art sketchbook-its pretty awesome, even if i do say so myself :)

today ive been making plans for my tech-a poster on making smoothies-not as simple as ur assuming :P ive been really productive today actually-banked my wages, booked a drs appt, saw the accomodation lady, done some tech, been to work, tidied!!

i cant believe how boring i am....i really havent done that much!!

G'day xxx

homeeeeeeee

i got home on sunday and then stayed at amys :) monday i had a pass plus lesson n went on the motorway!!!! on tuesday i made bread in our new breadmaker n then went to my grandmas for lunch!! wednesday i made biscuits n we nt to see my cousin :) then a friend came over n stayed-we made pizza for tea, it was really yummyyyyyyyyyy!! :D thursday we made a cake bar thingy n then went for a lent lunch of soup with churchy people :) i also went to brookside garden centre-i got new fish-Rosie & Jim :) they r small!! today i went to church in the morning, did a bit of driving on the motorway...n getting lost, and then went on a walk with church. My sister is here tonight :) gonna see our cousins new baby tomorrow-im soooo excited :) shes a week old!!

mwah xxx

sad times

my fish have died-RIP Tim & Tom :(

sad times!!

they were super pretty fish aswell :(

I blame it on The Duggan-Alex is coming up tomorrow for a visit :D i bet they knew and decided that it was better to die than risk being kidnapped n put in the grandad pond like poor old Piddles haha lol

*Piddles is Alex's fish who she had in a tank n then abandoned him to the big wide world...aka the pond*

today i have hoovered my room, done my washing, washed my pots, cleaned Tim & Tom *sniff*, cleaned Salt & Pepper, washed my hair....n am now sorting the rest of the rubbish around my room so i can get to my floor, to put my pots away and then pack for Easter.

Im going home on Sunday :) woop woop. im stayin with Amyyyyyy on sun eve n we r gonna have a good old catch up-aka alcohol moaning session :P woop :D then monday ive got my first Pass Plus lesson-cos my goal for the summer is to drive to the camp site-aka on the motorway!!

i had a nap earlier and i dreamt about the light in our toilet-im thinking that makes me an immense saddo!! teehee

Shania Twain has just reminded me i wanna paint my nails!!

Think im gonna be up for fair few hours now, as i dont wanna be sorting tomorrow as i wanna spend some time with Alex :D im getting the train to Preston with her and Fiona on sun n then im changing n there going back to Alex's-should be a fun journey!!

anyway-back to the tidying me thinks-im not very sleepy as i napped from about 7 till half 9 :D i was gonna go to thebar-but decided against that-am now in my pj's!!

ciao xxx

healthy ole me

Saturday i went up Wansfell with Fiona

Sunday i went for an hr 1/2 walk round Rydal Hall

Tuesday i swam 20 lengths

Today i went up Loughrigg :)

i had chicken ceaser salad for tea :)

im being healthy n happy!!

Yesterday it was February....Today it is March

good afternoon people.

i didnt like my new layout...and cant find one that suits...so its back to this for now!!

Friday was Lizz's birthday-we went to the bar and it was a brilliant night-very very fun :) Me and James kinda became official :D :D :D :D woop!!!! it was such an awesome night-we nearly went skinny dipping..but then Pete chickened out..so it would have only been me and James so we didnt bother!!

We went back to Lizz's after the bar shut-her and James had a fight with a plastic fold up crate-it was immensly humorous....and slightly painful by the look of their knuckles-they were rather drunk, need i mention!! We left their about 4ish

Me and James went to bed about 6ish-and then i got up at 11.30 as i was uncomfortable and couldnt sleep....i went round to Emily's and had pancakes with them lot :) it was fun..a flour fight ensued...which i thankfully avoided!! i returned and woke James at 1.30....but then we both fell asleep again untill about 3 *shock horror* at which point i decided we HAD to get up, so we went to the spar and then up to the cottage and hung out for a bit-he was boring and looked at his warhammer magazine, so i left n then chilled in my room for a bit...with the intention of blogging etc...which obv didnt happen!! i then went for a nap at about 7pm, and woke up about an hour ago, still in yesterdays clothes!!!!!!!!!!! *oops* since then, ive changed, had a drink, am eating breakfast, made my bed...and am now blogging-as you can tell :P

anyway...id decided i wasnt going to church today, due to lack of sleep etc!! however i am going to the evening service-im doing projectory again...have got to be their at 5 so i can learn about how it is set up etc, so i can maybe take over when James *not my ginger* leaves this year!! so that should be good :) i like Re:New-it reminds me of being at home-worship songs n stuff :) Anyway-today is also Sophie's birthday, thus we are going round to hers 2ish...so i will be sad to leave thier for church...but oh well!! hopefully i can join them again when im finished...which will be amusing as they will all be drunk no doubt-oh the hilarity!!

anyway....tatty bye xxxxx

Change

Things are gonna change, starting with my new layout!! secondly with the fact that ive not seen James all day-im still alive, we are independant people and do not need each other permeanatly.

Thirdly ive done lots of work today, which is good...considering iut was due in at 2pm and ive got an extension till tomorrow-however im in Art at 9 and English at 11, meaning i probably wont havr time to do it tomorrow!!

Fourthly, ive booked a drs appt for weds morning-im gonna see about getting my meds upped, so i can be a bit more stable whilst working on my new list of changes!!

Fifthly im gonna healthier and happier!! i had a smoothie with my tea-im aiming to have one day :) so thats a good start!!

Sixthly i sent a msg today that needed sending, i should havw done it in person...but right now, msg form will have to do-lets hope things move on in a more positive manner relating to it!!

Seventhly-back to work and an early night for an early morning. xxx

why?

do human beings have this inbuilt abilty to disapoint?

are they programmed to be complete mess ups?

sometimes i despiar with mankind!!

we r a complete screw up of a race, we should all be shot!!

god-whatever your playing at-stop peeing about and make things work the right way!!

busy beeeeeeeeeeeee

today i got up at 9, and went for breakfast with emily, neil and adam-i had fried eggs n toast-super yummy :) :)

then i had an interview at half 10 at the su office-will hear end of month, beginning of march!!

i have checked my post-zilch :(

filled in a maintenance form for the microwave-it leaks

filled out and posted my specials form

collected my free yoghurts from the spar

got some work back and looked through it :)

booked a post needs assesment review for 2 *no idea what it is but il let u no afterwards*

taken out the recycling-glass/plastic/card/tins & cans

put my washing in

organised my kitchen cupboard

washed my pots

emptied my bin

-so i feel very accomplished...but ive still not done any work!!

im at threshers 5-10.30 n then off to the bar for heaven & hell £1 a pint :) :)

im missing james, but only a few more days n then he'l be back

helen is coming on weds and i cannot wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

right now im gonna go put my washin in the dryer n then go to my appt thingy

wow

isnt it amazing how the best laid plans fall apart?

how u can end up hurting people when u tried specifically not too?
how can a person be so selfish n not be aware of it...?

me n sparman are no longer together

i love james

i feel awful right now, but no ive done the right thing

valentines day

hope everyone had a nice valentines day...i got lucky :)

from james i got:a teddy bear that says hug me & was holdin a choc bar
-a little cake
-6 roses
-and a card obv

from sparman i got:a mini teddy
-11 roses & a fake one-cos it will never die...and i love flowers!!
- a box of cadbury flake chocs
- and a card

i did well, my room now smells beautfiully of flowers :) i love flowers-their awesome!!

im off now to a worship service n then round to emilys to cheer her up :) we're gonna watch films!!

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Ahoy me hearties

we took the children to the library this afternoon and we had stories and songs and made pirate hats!! *Arrrr* spar man just asked what i was doin this evening n if i wud let him cook for me again...i said no but id go up for pudding :P am having tea at uni cos its a good social thing!! :) then its £1 a pint night @ the bar so that will b good-although i cant be out late as il b shattered!!

c u later

i went on a date yesterday!!!!!!!!!

its now 6.52 sat morning and im out of bed and relatively alive...i cudnt sleep so decided why cudnt i jst get up...regardless of the hour...so i did and i have!!

im jst about to wash my pots

ive jst updated my livejournal

james is a smelly boy

i love my uni room

i still havent found a house for next year but the uni list comes out at easter

my sister is amazing...her dinosaurs also :P i love herrrrrrrrrrr

i love u all xxxxxx

i have a chest infection and a pulled shoulder...however

Im going on a date tonight...so its ok :) lolz

the weather today is gorgeously sunny, ive jst had crumpets with jam on, and am taking a break from excavating dinosaurs!! fun times :) ive only got 4 more days of placement to go :( its sad, i am enjoying it, even tho ive had 3 days off this week because of silly illness *icky urgh* this weekend i might actually do the work ive been meaning to do for the past fortnight!!

the one and only wonderful helen is coming up to visit me during half term which is gonna b awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay :) :) :) :) :) :) anyway il update more & proper later i promise!!

start as u mean to go on....

the new year is here, a whole fresh clean 12 month slate ahead of us....and already its not going according to plan!! what a surprise!!

christmas was cool, ive been at home for exactly a month today, its been a good month, ive seen friends, watched lots of films, been swimming, seen family, been to church, been to the cinema, reminisced about old times, and looked forward to much fun ahead.

However....a few days before new years eve i was involved in a robbery at work *fab way to end the year* :P and then last weekend i was rushed to A+E with suspected appendicitis...now apparently a water infection-they THINK!! so ye, its been all go here....also ive had a visit from a rather crazy but brilliant friend of mine, which although amazing, was stressful and traumatic...but we watched a damm lot of films, so it was ok :P

i bought lots of strappy tops in sainsburys the other week-6 infact!! i also got a new furry addition to my family-Henry the hippo :) *yes, im 19 and i bought a cuddly toy-get over it* he is very cute, and i cant wait to have him in my uni room with Gerry Giraffe *also from sainsburys*

i bought some skinny purple sparkly jean yesters, and a new bag :) i feel quite trendy with my new bag-thats unusual for me :P

i have spent lots of money on amazon, over christmas...which is bad, as im a poor student, however does mean i should have LOTSSSS of parcels when i go back to uni :) :) :) :) YAY FOR NEW THINGS!!

we went into town for leah's birthday and it was amazing, it was really awesome to see her n rob n amy again, it was a good night-like the gd old days, even tho smelly leah n alice were'nt there!!

its been super cold at home and i skidded in the car, but it was ok, we have had some snow-it was really pretty, me n ginger went walking in it in Lyme Park and had snowball fights...he put snow down my trousers-meaney boy :S HAHA he nearly fell in the lake tho :P *hilarious...less so was the fact that he grabbed on to me to save him...slight body weight problem there...i swear, my life flashed before my eyes lol*

i go back to uni on saturday, which means ive tomorrow to pack my stuff, as well as see my grandma, go food shopping with my mum, tidy my stuff from around the house, go ice skating *yes it is essential* and remember all the things im likely to forget....its gonna be a long night i think!! *note to self-musnt forget age restriction sign for James-yes u did read correctly, he is so olddddddd he needs restriction signs...no, he wants a sign that work was throwing away-cos he's a silly boy n they like stupidly un useful objects cluttering up their already messy & smelly space :P *ginger-if ur readin, i love ya rlly* lol

anyway, thats all for now-i cleaned my fish out the other day, an bought them a new object for their tank-a purple starfish :) also i saw my boys at helens n they r still adorably cute n handsome n i cant wait till i can have them in my house *hopefully in sep-fingers crossed for a nice landlord/lady*

if your reading, i love you, if your mentioned i love you, if you know me...i prob love you, and if ur not my friend...i love you anyway-because god said u should love your neighbours....and im a perfect christian, n always do as is right :P *are you convinced yet....no me neither* lol

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

welcome to 2009, i hope it brings everyone fun and good wishes :)

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